Something you can relate to.

I'm quite busy with school at the moment. It is our prelims week and it's kinda killing and stressing me out so much. I have two more exams tomorrow. The first three exams were not that easy. I hate it so much especially our computer subject. It's called minor for a reason but it acts as if it is our major subject. Annoying right!? Ugh. Anyway, enough of this, I decided to open my blogspot because I wanted to share something that I saw on tumblr.

"The truth is, I have a bad habit of comparing myself to others. There’s always someone with a better smile, nicer clothes, a skinner waist, brighter eyes, and amazing hair. I put myself down all the time. I can never be happy with the way I look at all. 

I’m self-conscious and that’s probably the number one thing I want to change about me."

SOURCE: tumblr

Found this one on tumblr. I know a lot of girls can relate to this. I have a low self esteem. I'm not happy with the way I look. I always see the flaws that I have and I really can't find the beauty in me. I always envy those girls who have a small waist, nice hair, expensive clothes, a smile that attracts every guys and the other stuff that I think that I don't have or something that's better than mine. It's quite hard to change this attitude. It's hard to remove the insecurities that I have. It is something that you can't remove from a person in a single night. It takes a lot of time and effort to build up my self confidence and to remove all these insecurities. 

I know it's hard but I hope that one day, I could remove this kind of attitude from my system and just be happy and accept the way God had created me.

Okay, it's time to go back to reality now. Time to face my major subject and my literature reviewer. Bye for now everyone. :)