Something you can relate to.

I'm quite busy with school at the moment. It is our prelims week and it's kinda killing and stressing me out so much. I have two more exams tomorrow. The first three exams were not that easy. I hate it so much especially our computer subject. It's called minor for a reason but it acts as if it is our major subject. Annoying right!? Ugh. Anyway, enough of this, I decided to open my blogspot because I wanted to share something that I saw on tumblr.

"The truth is, I have a bad habit of comparing myself to others. There’s always someone with a better smile, nicer clothes, a skinner waist, brighter eyes, and amazing hair. I put myself down all the time. I can never be happy with the way I look at all. 

I’m self-conscious and that’s probably the number one thing I want to change about me."

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Found this one on tumblr. I know a lot of girls can relate to this. I have a low self esteem. I'm not happy with the way I look. I always see the flaws that I have and I really can't find the beauty in me. I always envy those girls who have a small waist, nice hair, expensive clothes, a smile that attracts every guys and the other stuff that I think that I don't have or something that's better than mine. It's quite hard to change this attitude. It's hard to remove the insecurities that I have. It is something that you can't remove from a person in a single night. It takes a lot of time and effort to build up my self confidence and to remove all these insecurities. 

I know it's hard but I hope that one day, I could remove this kind of attitude from my system and just be happy and accept the way God had created me.

Okay, it's time to go back to reality now. Time to face my major subject and my literature reviewer. Bye for now everyone. :)

Like the movies.

I want to be surprised. 


Yes, I do get random surprises from my boyfriend but it's not the thing that I want right now. He gives me  things that are useful and I'm thankful for that. But you know what? Just for once I want the kind of surprise which is romantic. Like the one that we see in the movies. 


You know what I want to receive?

I want to receive something different. I want to receive a bouquet of tulips (but a bouquet of roses would do as long as it's not from Dangwa). I want to receive this because Tulips is my favorite flower and it's something different and unique. Not so many guys would give a bouquet of tulips to his girlfriend right?

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I also want to see balloons in that surprise because I like the feeling that a balloon gives. Balloons give this romantic feeling that I cannot explain through words. 

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Box of Belgian Chocolates. Not the ordinary chocolates like cadbury and stuff. I want something that someone would exert so much effort just to look for one. <3

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A Panda Stuff toy. Panda because they're cute and I'm addicted to them. Stuff toy because it's nice to know that someone had made an effort to give you a stuff toy that you can hug (and probably talk to). The stuff toy somehow symbolizes the person who gave it to you. 

Finally, a box with something that you would never expect. 

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A surprise doesn't have to be expensive and *bongga*. I just wanted something that's full of effort. I want something that I wouldn't expect from anyone. I want something just like the one in the movies. 


You get what I'm trying to say right?
I'm not good in writing that's why I'm having a hard time to express myself. :)


Anyway, this is just a random post. It's okay to dream every once in a while. 

Panda Love

Pandas are so cute. I just can't ignore their cuteness

Can I take you home!? :">

These photos were taken in PowerPlant Mall Rockwell. I'm so in love with Pandas right now and Tumblr is worsening my addiction to Pandas. Pandas are just so cute and they are so irresistible. I want my own Panda. I really do want it even if it's only a stuff toy. 

One Day by Jennifer Chung

This is a song that I've seen on youtube a few days ago.

Unexpected, like a shooting star

That's how we started, adoration from afar

But we lost it, we couldn't reach the bar

Now I'm nowhere near where you are

Our ties are broken and apart

CHORUS:

Oh maybe, one day, oh, one day

We'll cross each other's way

And have a chance to say, "For you, I'm happy."

Oh maybe, one day, oh, one day

We'll grab a coffee and share stories

About the woman you love

And the man that I've met

And have no regrets 'cause in the end

It was for the best

We were joyful

A scrapbook lives just to prove it

But we argued

Passions, thoughts, they all collided

We sang that we were "Meant To Be."

But baby, we were wrong

Perhaps that wasn't quite our song

CHORUS

BRIDGE:

I can cry, but where would that get me?

You could lie and say you were never happy

The well is dry, we're tired and we're thirsty

I bid you goodbye

Oh, one day, oh, one day

Oh, one day, oh, one day

Oh, one day, oh, one day 

This is actually a feel good song. When I heard this, I remembered my friend and I wanted her to listen to it. She told me that this song actually made her cry. The song is really perfect for those who had broken up and is still hoping that they could still be friends with their ex- lover. It's about being happy with the present thing that you have and accepting the fact that what you had with him or her before really didn't worked out that's why it's better for both of you to stay as friends. 
The song is really about accepting the fact that both of you had moved on already and showing him or her that you're happy that he's happy already with his/ her present love.

We'll grab a coffee and share stories

About the woman you love

And the man that I've met

And have no regrets 'cause in the end

It was for the best

Some relationships are really bound to end. It's not meant to last forever or for a lifetime. It's just a matter of accepting these things and moving on with your life. You may have lost your past lover but we know for a fact that along the way, you will meet someone new who would love you and make you happy more than your past did. :) 

THE BEST I EVER HAD.♥

I’m in the mood to write stuff here in my blog because our passing of thesis was moved to friday. oh yeah!!! anyway, this post is a bit cheesy and stuff so if you don’t like stuff about love, please, don’t read this. :)) this post is for my bestfriend| boyfriend.

we’ve been together for 532 days | 17 months | 1 year and 5 months | 12768 hours |  766080 minutes | 45964800 seconds. <3 

for  the time that we’ve been together, i learned so much about him. the way he takes care of me is incomparable to anything. he makes me smile, happy, sad, angry and giddy. he drives me crazy. really. in my opinion, he’s not like any other guys. he’s special. he can’t be compared to anybody. 

this is our baby. chos. not. that’s him when he was younger. :)) so cute. maputi dati. :))

some of the things about him:

1. he’s the type of guy who would not tell his girlfriend that she’s pretty. i mean, when i feel so insecure he would not say things like you’re prettier than her. he won’t say that. he never told me that i’m pretty. joke. :) he would say things like, you’re the only girl that i love. “you look good for me and that’s what matters right?” type of guy. 

2. he’s a practical person. i don’t know if it’s because of his culture but all i can say is he is a very thrifty person and a wise spender. he wouldn’t give me a bouquet of roses but instead he would give me shirts and other useful stuff. :) roses and chocolate would be nice gifts baby but nah, i know for a fact that you won’t give those to me. joke. :)) love you. :)

3. he’s the type of guy who rarely go out with his friend. he’d rather go to the mall alone, watch movies alone and pig out by himself. hoho. :)) he likes to go out with me. if i’m not with him when he’s out, most likely he’s with his mom or he’s alone.

4. he’s the type of guy who is patient. he is really patient. he doesn’t get angry easily. it would take a lot of time before he gets angry but when he’s angry, it’s better if you’ll hide than face his anger. 

5. he’s the type of guy who faces his problem. when we have a problem, we talk about it and tries to solve it. we never had a fight that lasted for a day or a week.

6. he is obsessed with lebron james. he likes to play basketball and he is a very active person. he feels sleepy everytime he’s not doing anything. 

7. he like this pose so much:

8. he loves getting attention from me. seriously. :)) he’s so cute every time he tries to catch my attention. :”> plus. he reports everything that he’s doing. as in everything. <3

9. he’s like a father|ahya|bestfriend to me. he never fails to remind me to be a good person and to be a good daughter (no wonder my mom really likes him so much). with him by my side, i’m not allowed to get drink, get drunk, go home late, bitch out. :)) i’m getting used to it. i actually like the way he disciplines me. i’ve learned so much from him.

10. he’s the best i ever had. his smile drives me crazy. he doesn’t want to see me hurt and i can really feel that he loves me so much.

cheesy blog for my sweet boyfriend. :) i miss you and i love you forever. <3

I wanted my first post to be inspiring. :">

Just because the road ahead is long, is no reason to slow down. Just because there is much work to be done, is no reason to get discouraged. It is a reason to get started, to grow, to find new ways, to reach within yourself and discover strength, commitment, determination, discipline.

The road ahead is long and difficult, and filled with opportunity at every turn. Start what needs starting. Finish what needs finishing. Get on the road. Stay on the road. Get on with the work.

Right now you’re at the beginning of the journey. What a great place to be! Just imagine all the things you’ll learn, all the people you’ll meet, all the experiences you’ll have. Be thankful that the road is long and challenging, because that is where you’ll find the best that life has to offer.

From: happythings.tumblr.com